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LETTER
TO DISCIPLES AFTER COMPLETING PLAN OF LIFE
Dear
Disciples of Jesus and Mary,
You
have now completed the first phases of your
journey, a most important step in God's plan
for you. Jesus and His Mother have called;
they have summoned each of you to their very
special work. The same work that Jesus called
his disciples to 2000 years ago. Then, as
now, this work is critical in the Father's
plan for bringing about a new era of His Glory.
It
is important for you to know that you have
been specially chosen, and being chosen, you
have choices to make. As you know there are
man works as well as many choices in the world
today. Our Lord is asking you to make the
glory of God and the salvation of souls your
choice. Because this work is so important,
the enemy (flesh, world and the devil) will
relentlessly seek to impede your progress.
Remember that God began this work and He will
fulfill it. The words of Jesus should always
console us, " In the world you will have trouble,
but take courage, I have conquered the world."
(John 16,33b)
The
next step that you must on your journey is
simple. But it takes perseverance. The process
of discovering is as follows:
- Discover
your "Plan of Life." Keep in mind it is
a process. Use the book and tapes. Answer
those questions, which you can. Try to
look for what you can learn form the experiences.
The more experiences you remember and
the more lessons you learn will give you
a richer understanding of God's plan for
you. This is the way God was forming you
all your life to become that person whom
He created to fulfill a specific purpose.
- There
may appear periods in your life when you
do not recollect any many experiences.
Or if you recall them, you cannot see
the lessons you could have learnt from
them. Spend time before the Blessed Sacrament.
Bring these years of your life before
the Lord and ask Him to heal the hidden
wounds of your life. The Lord will reveal
hurts, resentments, sins, etc. As your
past comes up, give these hurts, emotions,
and memories to the Lord. Let the Lord
forgive or resolve these past experiences.
If you are aware of any sins, then confess
them during your regular confession.
- Look
for the lessons you learnt from those
persons who touched your life or influenced
you in any way. Try to remember the qualities
and skills those persons had, which attracted
you. Do not get upset with the difficult
experiences in your life. Hidden in them
are valuable lessons. Consider temptations,
trials, persecutions, failure, etc., in
this light. If you cannot find the lessons
you need to learn, remember you need to
be healed first.
- At
the start, the process will lead you to
write down many of your experiences. Be
not anxious. Gradually as the healing
takes place, you see through the light
of grace what God wants you to focus on.
You will find words that pull things together.
You will see all your experiences and
the lessons you have learnt fit into this
great puzzle.
- You
may come up with a word, phrase, image,
etc., to summarize your plan of life.
But remember the plan of life is the entire
process. It is living, so you must work
on it periodically. At the start spend
at least 15-20 minutes every day. Later
on you could review your plan of life
once a week, as you work on your spirituality
daily.
- The
more you open your heart to the Holy Spirit,
and spend time in front of the Blessed
Sacrament, the more you will be healed
of past wounds, hurts, failure, abuse,
rejection, etc. You will notice the change
in your life.
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The
fruits of spiritual progress will manifest
in your life.
a)
You will grow in virtue, desire to frequent
the Sacraments especially the Eucharist
and Confession, grow in love of God and
your neighbor.
b)
You will begin to prepare for Mass and
seek opportunities to attend even daily
Mass.
c)
You will love the Word of God and have
a deep hunger for it.
d)
Your love for the Church and her teachings
will constantly guide you.
e)
You will seek to join the Church in praying
the Liturgy of the Hours.
f)
Your obedience to your pastors, confessors
and spiritual director will be your security
and strength.
g)
Your attachments for the things of this
world will give way to a greater love
of spiritual things.
h)
You will be drawn to forgive everyone.
i)
Your heart will become expansive, including
more and more people.
j)
You will be directed through trials, temptations
and persecutions how to die to yourself
and how to live for God.
k)
Your total focus will become the Lord
and you will seek to please God with the
help and guidance of our Blessed Mother.
l)
Your thirst for the glory of God and the
salvation of souls will be the driving
force of your life.
m)
You will be filled with a deep longing
to spend time with the Lord. Soon you
will sit at His feet, as His disciple.
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How do you know that you have successfully
understood the process involved in the
plan of life? From now on, every experience,
situation, incident will be filled with
God's blessings. You will acknowledge
God's favor in your life. You will see
goodness in everything that happens. In
all the evil, pain, suffering, etc., you
will open your heart to what God can do
with these things and through these things.
As a disciple you are to be blessed, broken
and given. Unless the grain of wheat falls
into the ground and die, it will bear
no fruit.
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Go
to confession at least twice a month,
preferably to the same confessor. Daily
spend a few minutes going through your
checklist. This you develop in your "spirituality."
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Spirituality
is putting our plan your life into practice.
From the plan of life process, you have
learnt the ways God has been forming you.
Now you recognize, accept and desire this
formation. You prepare your heart to accept
these lessons and do your best to respond
generously. Begin to work on those virtues
you need for your growth. This is revealed
to you through your temptations, trials
and persecutions. Open your heart to accept
correction. Work on those faults, attitudes,
and desires, habits that cause you any
form of disturbance. Recognize God's ways,
how different they are from your ways.
Look for the opportunities God provides
you. Through trials, persecutions and
failures He helps to bend your will by
daily dying to self. Thus you understand
God's ways and surrender to His will.
All spirituality is based on the Gospels.
So go to the Word of God and look for
those Scripture passages that will help
you live your plan of life. Look at the
saints that attracted you or attract you
now. See how they lived their plan of
life and imitate the way they followed
the Lord, loved and served Him.
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The
methods of prayer are gifts given to me
by simple people. They knew God, loved
Him, and had a deep, personal relationship
with Him. They shared their method of
prayer. I have given these methods my
own name. Try each method out and find
out which method is of help to you. "Methods"
tell you how to do something. You may
choose any content. It is good to relate
to your plan of life and your spirituality
when choosing the content of prayer.
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The
nine phases of prayer is my effort to
understand the method of prayer Jesus
gave us. Go through these nine phases,
one phase at a time. Remain in the first
phases as long as you are directed to.
When you are ready to move to the second,
you will find yourself in it. At the start
you will work with these phases individually.
Gradually you will find a unity in these
phases. It is important to find "keys"
as you review your prayer. A "key" is
promise of Christ, a word, a phrase, an
image, etc., which opens the doors of
heavenly treasures. Every time you return
to these points or keys you seem to draw
much fruit. There are keys are like shallow
wells and there are keys with bottomless
wells. Just as a man can draw immense
oil or water from such a well, so you
could draw much fruit from keys that are
immeasurable storehouses of grace.
When
would you be ready for the discernment retreat?
You
have completed your plan of life. You recognize
how God is forming you in your daily experiences.
You have developed your spirituality. You
have a schedule to follow. Through examination
of conscience and regular confession you have
someone to be accountable to. You are familiar
with the methods of prayer. You recognize
the nine phases of prayer in your life. For
the nine phases are movements of the Holy
Spirit praying within you. God's peace abides
in your heart. If something is not according
to the will of God you easily recognize it
because this peace is disturbed. You begin
to receive instructions and directions. You
are uncertain from where they come. Now you
are ready for discernment.
Begin
to read the book on discernment. Pray always
to the Holy Spirit for guidance and for the
gift of discernment. Read a section at a time.
Repeat that section often till the light of
grace enlightens the eyes of your mind. Your
leaders will direct you, as to how long you
should prepare for the retreat. They will
also inform you of the availability of a discernment
retreat in your area.
My
dear disciples of Jesus and Mary, I thank
you for responding to this call of Our Blessed
Mother. Holy Mother Church needs you, the
Most Holy Trinity blesses you and I treasure
you as my very special spiritual children.
With
my priestly blessings,
Fr.
Santan Pinto SOLT
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